Mothers Day

Was definately a very bitter sweet day for me ~ While I feel SO blessed to not only be a mother to 3 amazing boys, I am also reminded of what is missing in my life. My own mother and my sweet big sis who is an amazing mother herself. I miss them terribly ~ My heart to my neices who just had their first mothers day without their mom :( They shouldnt be experiencing this so young in life..... Grief has many stages and right now I am in the anger stage... just not fair!

We took a trip over to Hafners to buy some flowers for Dans mom and something for my mom and sis. The boys wanted to get something for me as well.... how ironic that we'd fine a beautiful framed wall art that said

"Cherish Yesterday, Dream Tomorrow, Live Today..."

Since I dont believe in coincidence it surely was a "god"incidence. (this is VERY close to the saying that was used at the funeral home for Jamie)

Spent sometime with my mom and also got Jamie a nice card, I know she will read it *wink :) and a neat butterfly hellium balloon, (bet she is inhaling that as I speak and talking funny for my mom who is rolling her eyes at her, lolol.)

Dan sent me a nice text in the morning as well ~ for those that know Dan you know that he'd be on the chopping block for American Idol when it comes to singing, Simon would have a field day with him!! My only request for moms day was that he not sing to me, lol, well.... he did! He got a nice video of himself signing Happy Mothers Day to me!! Lolol. I'll get some footage of it and post it hehehe :) Hes such a sweetie :)

Back to life...back to reality...

we all know the song... today my full time daycare girl returned, she had been gone since January. I had taken some time off so I could spend it with Jamie, sadly things are now back to how they once were long before the nasty cancer revealed its evil face. Life is here again but never ever will it be the same...

(((hugs all)))