Mr. H loves to swing :)

Hunter is a huge fan of his swing :) When he was an infant he loved to be in it and even as a crawling toddler he still loved to crawl into his portable swing to swing himself, lol.

Took him out today, he enjoys the trampoline, the swing, the slide, just being outdoors. I asked Stephen to run and get the camera for me while he was swinging, I just couldnt get him to look at me for a few minutes. This is the footage I got... this is one of those moments when he just wouldnt look at me :( and when he finally did there was no expression, no smile no laughter like I often get.... When friends ask me how he does I can honestly say is he is doing great and really showing progress but sometimes that just isnt the case and I just never know what or how he will respond... This is an example of what I still also get often. He wasnt tired and had been well rested from his nap so no real reason for him to be ignoring me. And there was nothing else going on in the yard that kept his attention. And it wasnt long after this that he was suddenly his bubbly self again :)

Its these times that I truly cherish the other moments in which I get a huge smile or a big hug or get to listen to his sweet little voice saying momma momma momma :)

Dont get me wrong, I am doing ok.. I do feel very blessed to have my little man, one thing I've learned with all the trials and tribulations of my family and our losses is that there is always someone out there who has it worse. Hunter is very mild IMO and we still dont even know if the dx will remain come December but for now it is what it is ~ he has his many good moments and I enjoy every second of them but he also has his not so good moments and being able to capture this to share def helps.

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